Well, it is true I’m one of the best actor is this world. Not in the theatre and not in the auditorium but my stage is on the real life. I can act happy the whole day and the people around me will not know that I’m sad or mad. When people asked me if I hate them, I will only say that “no I’m just disappointed”. Why disappointed and not mad? But my answer will be, who am I to mad at others people? What do I get? Hatred? No, that is not what I want for my life. I can smile the whole day like there is no problem in myself. Until today, I don’t know why my feeling control myself suddenly. Someone talk bad about me at my back. It is not that I hate that person or mad at her/him but it just that I don’t like that feeling. If you don’t like the way I am, my personality, attitudes, my style and etc, just talk to me. Tell me what the things that I do that you don’t like. Stop saying that there is nothing wrong but you are still saying something bad about me. Aaaaaaarrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! I can’t take this anymore! Please! Please! Stop doing that. I can’t take it anymore!